it's only me and you now. there's no word strong enough for us.

we all need a safe place in our heads to escape to sometimes. even though i can't control the people around me, and even though my mind spirals out of my control like a rug pulled from under my feet. sometimes, for some brief fleeting moments, it's clear in my little world, and i can breathe in the moment. this happens far less frequently than you can ever imagine. "when you want to end the world, you want to end me too."